Decided

This will be a short post, I told myself,
so it maybe long, or short, but I planned to make it short.
Just let it flow...

After spending some time lying on the badminton court (?),
I figured out what I should do and what I should not.
This has to end, someday, somehow, somewhere.
I had a plan...
And I'm ready to suffer the consequences...

Pretty down again, these few days...
I need something new... something to revive me...
Not alcohols, not story books, but something...
Don't really know what it is, that's making it tough...
Geez...
If its possible, I wanna scream as loud as possible,
to get rid of those gloomy things in my mind...
There is a hole in my heart now,
wonder if anything can mend it up...

Told ya, its short^^